And she’s gone. How we’ll all manage without our matriarch is a mystery. But we’ll put one foot in front of the other until then, pushing forward.
Another angel gets her wings; more Earthbound hearts break.
I am a whirlwind of emotion right now. My brother, my aunts, they are so far away from arms that need to hold them close. I cannot sit still, I cannot stop crying. But in a corner of my heart, there’s laughter and smiles because I was her granddaughter, her first grand. I hope with everything I have that I made her happy. Oh, God, please let me have made her happy.
I just started getting a handle on losing my Daddy. Losing my Spencer dog. Please, Death, give me a little time with no loss. My heart is battered.